So I’m sitting here looking out the window at the snow and thinking how life is good. It looks so pretty all glittery and soft…yeah that sounds queer but if I’ve learned anything in my life it’s that you have to appreciate the small things. What a hell of a week I’ve had…but in the end, I suppose it all worked out. I took a hold of my life and I couldn’t be happier for that and I think things are finally going to start looking up for me. It’s Valentine’s Day weekend and I’m not even depressed. Somehow I’m more excited about it than any other year which is weird cause I still don’t have a boyfriend. It is weird, really weird. I think being away from home makes you really appreciate things you never really noticed before, even if it is a stupid commercial holiday thought up by the government to make money at the expense of St. Valentine, another Catholic saint exploited. I love how we can’t say “Merry Christmas†but we can have holidays based off of saints and have them become something totally secular. Who ever thought up St. Patrick’s Day? Honestly, it’s just an excuse for people to get drunk, now don’t get me wrong I’m all for getting drunk but come on here, they didn’t even bother to take the “St.†out of it, and then people have the nerve to criticize Christmas. You are celebrating St. Patrick people! ST. PATRICK! I dunno that was totally random but I mean really, these are the things I think about…well that me and Amanda think about at the West Chester diner at midnight. I really can’t wait for St. Patrick’s day this year for some reason, again I think it has something to do with that not being home and missing these stupid little things I used to take for granted. It works out really nice though, because my spring break is over St. Patrick’s Day and so is Karen’s, I’m excited. I can’t wait to go the parade in JT even though it was kinda stupid last year…oh well, I still can’t wait. Only four weeks! It’ll go fast. So anyway, back to my life. I’m moving tomorrow into my new room and I’m really excited because I’ve been waiting to get away from my roommate for a long time. I think it’s going to be good for me. So I dunno what time I have to get up tomorrow but I need to stay up as late as possible because I wanna get my fill of my TV cause I’m not gonna see it for four weeks! That seems like such a long time, but I know it’ll go fast. Exactly three months from today I will be done with my first semester of college…how crazy is that?! I think it’s pretty damn crazy. I’m still not really sure where my life is going. I really have to figure that out. I need to decide if I want to change my major or not…most likely not, but I need to pick up a minor in something. This entry is so random, it bounces from one thing to the other, sorry guys but that is how my mind is going right now. I have like a million pages of psych to read for our test on Thursday and I have to start researching my speech topic and I have to get everything set with my new room…wow, way to much to process at almost 2:30 in the morning, but apparently I do my best writing now so whatever :-P I’m watching the Olympics right now, well not really cause I have it muted so I can concentrate on this, but I’m not impressed so far. I usually like figure skating but somehow I can’t get into this. So my goal when I get back is to go to the gym AT LEAST once a week, at the bare minimum. I need to not be fat anymore, even though everyone tells me a hundred million times that I’m not fat, but I feel fat and my clothes don’t fit anymore, so therefore tri dot, I am fat. So yes, new goal, lose weight. Ok so what your reading now is like an hour later from when I stopped writing before. My life has once again gotten incredibly interesting in a relatively short amount of time. Why do people insist on making my life complicated? But this is a good complicated I guess you could say. It’s kinda fun :-P Boys are ridiculous and that’s all I have to say about it. So yes, this involves a boy and no I’m not saying anything more about it :-P I actually have to get to bed, so I will continue the drama tomorrow, night ya’ll.