Today was awesome, till I came home…but I’ll get to that later. Let’s first focus on the amazing part of the day, went to Wilkes Barre with my mom to get some college stuffs. I got the most awesome lamp and I finally got a frame for that New York picture that I’ve had for nearly a year and wasn’t able to hang up cause I didn’t have a frame to match the other one, thrilling, yes, I know. Anyways, we ate at the OG and I got my all time favorite thing ever. Nothing comes close to the OG’s chicken scampi, I mean nothing, if you haven’t tried it, you seriously need to, it’s to DIE for. So then I came home and start throwing stuff all over my room and I get this message from Ed, which isn’t anything totally weird, but yeah just listen. So he goes to me: you wanna do me a favor? And I’m like yeah sure, he’s like I need to go get shoes, but I got no one to go with, will you go with me? I’m like ok? Sure. I was very confused, but hey I haven’t seen Ed since Matty’s party and he always makes me laugh uncontrollably so I jumped at the chance to hang out with him, especially since that never happened before. So we went and got his shoes and ate and went to Walmart and Rex and Advanced Auto…thrilling for a girl let me tell you. Haha anyways, I had a really great time we listened to some great tunes, talked about absolutely everything under the sun and laughed so incredibly much. One of the best nights I had in a long time. So then I came home and got extremely depressed by the thought of college. I guess being with Ed tonight kinda made me realize how awesome some of my friends are and how hard it is gonna be to leave them…I dunno I don’t really want to think about it, but I kinda have to…it sucks, I don’t think I’m gonna handle this as well as I thought I was…that on top of everything with Matty…I dunno if I’m coming or going anymore. I talked to Kristen yesterday, which was cool cause we finally got to really talk and get things straightened out which was awesome. Tomorrow should be incredibly gay. I have to wash all my towels and sheets for school and then find something else to do to occupy my mind. Then Friday is the Backstreet Boys concert. I absolutely cannot wait for that! That will make me happy for five minutes, plus I get to go to the park before hand with Karen and my mommy, the two people I am going to miss more when I leave…Yanno I would love to get all my friends together and go to Hershey park before we all leave for school but that is nearly impossible. Oh well…I dunno I guess I’m just gonna go to bed now…I dunno really what else to do, no one is online I want to talk to, so there is really no other purpose for me at 1:46 AM on a Wed…Thursday morning. So I’ll see ya’ll tomorrow. I depressed myself enough for one night.