So here I am, sitting here on my bed watching Jay Leno…just like old times…sorta. I can’t wait for Christmas, I got sooo excited today. We are putting up the tree tomorrow and again I can’t wait. Being away really makes you excited for this time of year and makes you appreciate being home so much more. Sunday I am hopefully hanging out with one of my best buds Eric. Can’t wait to see him! Then next week will be a week filled with fun. I have to get my hair cut and my nails done AND I have to hang out with my bestest friend Karen!!! Gotta call her tomorrow! I’m still sick though and it sucks. I tried to sing today and I can’t and I’m so upset about it, I don’t know if I have to cantor mass on Sunday but hopefully my voice will be back by then. I have to finish Christmas shopping too! I think I’m going to go tomorrow and hopefully get it almost done, then I have to go once more next week of course once for me equals like 10 times, but still. I just love Christmas shopping that much. Ok and wow, if I see one more jewelry commercial on TV I’m going to scream! I want a damn diamond necklace for Christmas, I want diamond earrings. Hell I don’t even need real diamonds…I’ll take cubic zirconium. I just want jewelry from someone who loves me…god damnit, why does this time of year always make me feel so incredibly lonely. It doesn’t seem to be quite as bad this year cause I think I’m just enjoying being home but still, I can feel myself being depressed when those stupid commercials come on TV. It makes me want someone so bad and it makes me wonder what it would be like to have a boyfriend for Christmas…too bad I never make it to Christmas. But whatever, I’m over it. And this entry is totally pointless and I’m rambling so I’m done now. Have a good night everyone!