can u smile ? cuz i cant..

Listening to: brand new- am i wrong
Feeling: broken-hearted
She gets home to find her mom crying, she finally makes her smile, using all her power… Then goes to school, to find her friend lost, she helps her find her way, and away she goes… But when no one is around, she is screaming for some help, cuz her hearts up on some cloud, someone left it there… But then she finds someone hiding there, watching her cry, wondering why, she runs away...faking a smile…she flies… Then she gets home and wipes her tears away...to find someone crying on the way…she again uses all her heart…to bring that empty soul a little smile… All her life...day and night…always makes people smile… But when no one is around, she is screaming for some help, cuz her hearts up on some cloud, someone left it there… But then she finds someone hiding there, watching her cry, wondering why… But this time she wont run away…her feet are too tired to escape… That person hiding was just a little girl, she was crying too, hiding from the world just like her… Why are you crying? Asked little girl…I don’t know…so few things in my heart…so many things in my head..she said.. and little girl stopped crying right away...and tried so much to make her smile...just like her.. after a while when she stopped…little girl disappeared, but she never forgot…what the little girl did.. then someone came to her...when she was crying again…just as always…always the same…and they said…I know of someone who can make u stop crying...can make u smile...can make u feel okay…they gave her the address and she sarcastically smiled….and they asked her why…this address she said…is mine…so if u don’t know of anyone else, then nice try… she keeps crying, she keeps making people smile, she keeps faking and wondering why...but she will never forget when someone told her in other words…u are the only one that can make urself smile…
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there is no point in smiling if there is no feeling behind it. this is why i dont smile.
ps- check out my diary. you might like what you read.