ARGHHH!! STUPID LIFE OF FUCKK!! i hate it..i hate everything in it..tomorrow is my dance recital..its like what ive been working my ass out so hard the passed five months..and it rockss!! i got 5 whole combos..theyre so awsome..i was so excited..and i was so happy and so excited ..like i havent been since the last dance recital i think..its this amazing feeling that u get to do what u love and the only thing u are so great at...on of the only things i feel completely happy and dissconected from the world..and then i got home and the worst thing between my parents just happened but i dont feel like talking about it..and then the supposed " best friend" suddenly turned into the bitchiest person i know...fuck u bitch...arhghh and then nico called me and i was crying cuz everythings so fucked up...and he started giving me this lecture that i should forget about others and do something for myself (like dancing)..but something that lasted other than the four minutes of the combo..and then i started feeling even more bad abuot myself cuz i let everyone affect me and decide my mood and my feelings towards me and thats bad..right? uggg...i just hate it right now...i need some air and space..its like the tears are tattooed to my face...hey that rhymed..and my head is kiilling me right now..fuckin migrane i hope it dies...later people i have to go and cry myself out and then take a chill pill brenda--