i wrote this for ben... i wish i could say so many things to him...there are times that are so hard i need someone who's so strenght that can carry me through...i havent met that someone...sometimes i imagine him so perfect and name him ben...maybe the real ben is not like that but my ben is...so maybe it is better that i dont really know him...because if he wasnt the boy i imagine i would be so sad...but then how can i know hes not the one and hes really not like that if i dont know him?!?! and how will i get to know him if he doesnt care about me and doesnt knowi exists!!!! ....well...this is for u ben... Your touch is printed on my skin, Your eyes tattooed in my soul, You’re worth the pain that’s found within, Even when you are so distant and so foul. When your look froze upon me, And my blood rushed and burned my heart, I stood unchained and free, We were so close but so apart. Your eyes enlightened the bright game, Of silence saying more than your lips, But my desperate ears pleaded to hear your words, And my hands to feel your finger tips. Thanks for letting me know you didn’t care, Your silence is a liar, and so is your stare, And that sweet smile you left somewhere in my mind, Every time I remember, I go blind… Stares can wear masks I never knew, And stab hearts and let them bleed and screw, But you killed me so proudly I came back to life, I left the battlefield and said goodbye, But hidden in my mind, There’s a fake image of you, That is taking my hand, That’s forever helping me through…