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Feeling: happy
something really really really weird happened right now..i went to a party and i was slowdancing with beto..(yes my all time best friend) and we were chatting and suddenly we just shut up and we stared at each other for about 10 seconds that seemed the most lived and long seconds of my life and i felt him held me closer and i swear i felt a sort of attraction...like we were going to kiss..i just felt it like his lips and mine had this magnets that were making them get closer and our eyes were so concentrated on looking inside each others eyes...it was so beautiful..but then a hundred thousand things came to my mind as always ( hes my best friend im gonna ruin this bla bla bla) and i broke the eye contact and turn around and he kind of reacted cuz we were like gone...and he started talking about soemthing else and he loosen me up a little...but when the song was over he hold my hand so gently..no one has ever hold my hand like that...like he didnt want to let go but he was afraid to hurt it..i dunno i just felt in love...SHIT!! i didnt want to fall soooo inlove with him after all he is my best friend..what do i do...should i tell him and probably ruin the best friendship in the world..should i stay like this..i dunno im so confused!! all i know is that it was beautiful...
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i am probably going to the dance by myself. i just am going to need the practice if im ever going to dance with u you supremodel.
ressurrection
[Anonymous]
i think u should tell beto what u think about him but u should make sure it wouldnt change anything between u two. u sound like u had a fun time. u think you're in love and so do i. thats pretty cool you should do it but be careful not to ruin anything between you to.

love ya,
john
hey i just got back from the dance. its 12 o clock right now or formally known as midnight and the moon is out and im looking at it and thinking about u. the moon is pretty but ur not. ur beautiful and i love you. anyways this dance sounds nothing like the party u had. cause people were just like jumping and we started a mosh pit and my leg busted back open. oh well. anyways everyone was all over everyone.
I was looking through random diaries and came across yours...I think you should tell him how you feel about him...listen to your heart and don't let anything interfere with that. Good luck!

-[ x ]- -[ o ]- Megz -[ o ]- -[ x ]-
hey. sorry i haven't had the chance to leave you a comment. i saw the one you left me a couple weeks ago though. but anyways, i know exactly how you feel. i was in the same situation once, as you are now and i did end up telling the guy, but we never got together. there were other reasons though. i mean, he liked me too, but it wasn't ment to be. i met another guy and him and i have been together for over a year now. you need to tell him though.