everything is so fucked up...at school i cant wait for it to finish im counting the seconds for my last exam...its so hard for me and that fucking class is with him so im gonna see him..and my xmas party is almost here and i dont have someone to go with...i mean i have many options but i wanna go with him so everybody else is not good enough but this time im not giving up my pride and inviting him...so im not sure who im gonna invite and anyways i know anyone who i invite im not gonna have such a good time cuz i wanna go with him...:S:S:S i cant wait for the fucking school to finish and the fucking party to fly by and vacation to by here and i can hibernate for a complete week...