the ghost of everything that im not..

Listening to: tbs
Feeling: betrayed
dear diary, u dont imagine what happened..this is the short version.. we were gonna record a demo with 4 songs..and beto told me hey why dont u play 2 and limon (the guy who plays the bass) plays the other 2...as in "i dont want u to play all the songs with me"...WHAT THE FUCKK!! so i said oh okay fine..and then i gave it like a thousand thoughts and i decided something..so the next day (yesterday) i told him hey why doesnt he play all the songs ? and he was like are u serious ? and i was like sure well if u want him to...i tried to act all as if i didnt care and it wasnt hurting me sooo much..and he was like okay...i know he wasnt okay with it but ive decided it...im not ever gonna play one single note for a song of his..im not ever gonna step his house again...ive promised it to myself..and whenever they play live he can figure out how limons gonna play bass and keyboard at the same time cuz im not gonna..and he can figure out how limons gonna learn the keyboard if i made it up in all the songs...so he can fuck himself with his stupid guitar i am not ever gonna trust him..its like i was waiting for him to do something really hurtful to me so i could stop loving him..well he outdid himself..
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