i have to study for a f-ing long as hell chemistry test...thursday and friday no school yay !!!!!!! not much to say...i feel sad..clumsy...mayb its bcuz the day its all rainy and stuff..ahaha yeah sure...beto is soo in love with priscy...it hurts me so much but i think i have to give away his friendship...it hurts me so much..but then again he is the only person that can actually make me smile and feel okay with myself...he could before pris i dunno now...i dont talk as much with him anymore...i think thats what makes me be so down lately... icant even concentrate in my fing test !! ... i said my final goodbye to him today...i didnt say like goodbye for ever betoo noo that would sound stupid..but i finally gave him his song...so thats that...i still talk to him but i plan to get away...it hurts so much..but its better..it wont work as much in a while...hope so..anyway i puked today at school gross :S:S:S:S i didnt have a breakfast and im the kind of person who needs to be eating like every two hours hahah so i didnt go down to recess cuz had to stay to serve detention..again...soo at 7th period i was so dizzy and so weak and i went to the restroom and yellowish acids with blood started coming out of my mouth..gross..anyway ill right some more later...i dont even want to think right now....im all deadish..later ...-brenda