today was a totally wierd day...it rained..so that was a plus..at school i fell asleep in a bio test and i only got to answer like half of it...then i went to a friends house and we got to dance and run and go stupid under the rain=)=)=)=)...then we went to a party from which im arriving..and at the beginning it was kinda cool but about at 11 30 it was so boring...when everybody is like sitting with their boyfriends or flirting around ...things im not good at ...and a friend and me were like dancing with like 10 more people without a boyfriend or girlfriend haha we looked stupid...and i felt that way too...so i left the party really early cuz i just wasnt comfortable and i just got home...and i got home all annoyed and my parents were like "brenda.." "brenda do this"..."brenda come here"...err they are soo annoying sometimes...anyways im all sad again (really weird huh?..)...im all downish and negative and in a bad mood...but im not sleepyy as alwayys..so im going to go and eat a lot and watch a lot of love movies and cry a lot and then sleep a lot=)...its fun to do with a friend but im all alone now sow i have to be my friend...later!!-brenda