never mind

Listening to: dead poetic- molotov
Feeling: old
Sobbing is the only sound Distance is now so close, so small Never mind those dreams I had about you Never mind, never mind, Never mind those feelings, they were useless too, For sadness in gazing and love in staring is only a way to bring me down. For you are nothing but everything around. There’s a lifetime in every second I hear your voice, And feelings crumble into a sea of tears, and dreams fade away, There is nothing but fears, and when you stab me so deep, With your meaningless smile, your nonsense kiss. Forgive me if I slay your feelings away, but they are nothing but feelings and games, I guess it’s fucking stupid to say I love you after all, but indeed, I love you even more, More than you don’t care, but all my love for you it’s inside myself, cuz I love you in my dreams, and by ways and means, please tell me whatever you feel…never mind...I don’t care.
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haha its okay whats his name? and what is he?
awsome. concider yourself added aswell
thanks for your comment. makes me feel warm and smiely inside....alright feelings gone. but really. keep intouch. i love your poems thanks for understanding }}----ariel-----> .
aww...thanks.
yeah..life just sucks sometimes. and i wish it would get better, but i also dread it.
good days equal even worse days by the end of 'em...do i make sense? probably not...lol.
but thank you...
im adding you, okies?
so, im stella, i take it ure brenda?
best wishes,
stella
Thanks Brenda! I hope it does as well cuz I like her a lot. Anyways I gotta go, thanks for all the comments haha you're a good friend Brenda.
Hehe it's okay, yeah I hope so. That's her in the photo.
Yeah hehe she is. No I haven't yet.
haha thanks Brenda for being so nice, but Chelsea deserves better.
Hey, thanks for the comment on the poetry. I like yours too...you have a style that you definitely own. I'm glad you're not using blank verse for the sake of using it, like most people on here. I'll add you to my friends, if you want.
hehe yeah thats the weird thing i have no idea he just did. maybe cuz im such a good pet keeper.
hehe nothing much. I had a fish once
his name was Joe. I had him for 4 years.
haha im sorry about your iguana, but its cool you have a fish!
trust me...it is. and im not cool, by any stretch of the imagination.
oh sorry..its just at the end you said guess what!?? i thought you were going to tell me some news or something.
what!!?/
Haha yeah i just dont play piano as much a guitar because i like guitar better. They both take skills! haha
lol i have short hands too but thats good for soloing! I play piano too! except im not too good.
lol no thanks Brenda you've done enough by just talking to me. Thanks. Im playin guitar now and I feel good.
aww thank you so much that made my day!

yeah, theres always something to keep goin for...i just dont know what mine is anymore. i dont have my health, my future, my friends...

i have...
ummm
the air? lol
Thanks Brenda, I just really a lot things right now, I loathe a lot of things right now. I want to distant myself from this piece of shit world.
Thanks
sometimes the end never comes if you think about it though..so theres always that chance that it will never be ok..
buut i dont know..guess i gotta keep believin it will be alright, right?
cuz otherwise, it will probably just drag me down..and that will cause the end to be unhappy
and i want a happy ending.
sorry if i just made like, 0 sense lol
haha thanks thats really nice of you.
nice poem.