mm...yeah im bored...a "friend is next room doing hmw so if i stop writing is cuz she comes...they dont know bout this..lol..i dont tell them personal stuff...so theyre not friends right? ...anyway..today at skool was ok...im going to "abrir pista en el kince" of a girl in my classroom..sorry bout my spanish expresions those things dont have a name in english lol..so i had to have a partner...so like im a stupid stupid stupid girl i asked my exboyfriend if he would go and just dance this one song with me cuz i have to dance with someone..but like the xv is gonna be really really lousy i didnt want to invite someone who wasnt from my skool and was not going...lol..so i invited him and he was like...im going with whats-her-name...and im like well i only need u to dance one song with me and im going to another party so it wont be a lot..and he was like alright...so am i an idiot?!! goshhhhh..anyway...at recess gus took his guitar to skool (whhhhyyyyy) and i was like control urself brenda dont look at him DONT LOOK AT HIM..and i was like staring at him so bad...and then i tried to look away and this is what happened: me: (walking away trying not to look at how sexy and cute he looked with his guitar ) gus: brenda! (shouting soo sexyyy ) me: (turning around to show my best angle..my butt..haha just kidding...just turning aournd..) yeah ? gus: come here...(still playing guitar) me: (coming to him with my heart pumping so hard people around could hear it... gus : listen to this..guess what song it is...? (playing NEW AMERICAN CLASSIC!!) me: (with tears in my heart...yess i wanted to kiss him soo hard...)...NEW AMERICAN CLASSIC!! then he started singing....and i joined in =)...it was like the perfect recess him and i singing at the sound of this guitar...o my god i couldnt take the smile off my face for the whole day... but then...i remembered he has a girlfriend...he made me cry so much..he hurted me a lot..he still does...he just did...FUCK HIM AGAIN !