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by emotionsfade
i dont know whats happening to me today..im like beyond my normalness of sadness...(im good at inventing words)..all day long ive been like swallowing the knot in my throat...now i swallowed it so bad it stuck in my stomach and know its like tears are coming out of my pores...everythings so messed up..more than usual..everybody asked today what was wrong with me cuz even when i was not crying they said that the look in my eyes was so sad...so stunted..i miss the old me..i think i killed her a long time ago cuz she dissappeared...and all i want to do know is take along bath and cry myself to sleep but i have to doo my freaking hmw and study soo much cuz i have to pass the stupid chem test..goshh i wish i could retire like now...whatever..later...-brenda)=
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i like the new you.
Haha no problem Brenda, that's what friends are for aren't they? I feel like that a lot too I know how you feel, that's how I felt when I wrote my peom. Plus I find people are the most analytical when they are sad, and that's always good.
hehe well i'm glad you're feeling better Brenda.
heh thanks. yeah my day was crap, all day at school I was so tired I just slept in class most of the day. It sucked. But I don't think I had it as bad as you did.
yeah thats cool. my school year's over in June, thank god, I cant wait, plus it's my last year at high school :)
aw, hun i hope things go better for you.. its jus u gotta pull urself up when u know uve sunk to the bottom.. u gotta pick up those pieces and put them back together.. stay strong hun.. xox
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Hey I gotta go Brenda, I'll talk to you later.
Thanks for the comment. Listen people change and your changing slowly, everybody does. I feel the same way, I'm not exactly what I once was. But that has changed once again because I've learned to love my self ( ha, it's a work in progress) and be around friends that remind me of the girl I use to be, and the girl I am. You just need to find it. It may take awhile of searching but I know you can.:)
[Anonymous]
it's cool. Well I'm in 11th so yeah lasy year. Our high school stats at 7th.
Yeah I know I hate school. that's cool I love rain too.
sorry about this..go cry your eyes out if you want..crying helps so much!
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