i definately want to find a guy who's worth while. i had a few comments that were exactly what i needed to hear. i know i'm not going to just all of the sudden find love, but i do want to put some time and effort into someone. i'm going to try and learn to give someone the attention that i'm used to getting. i haven't had an actual relationship in about 3 years! heartbreak is part of life, if it happens it happens. i know i won't completely change my ways over night, i mean i am human and may want to get some from time to time, but if someone worth while comes along i'll try to not let him go. i'll let him in and get to know him instead of discarding him like i do with most guys. if i don't give people chances i'll end up alone...or something. anyways, it's friday and i'll probably go out tonight so we'll see what happens. my weekends usually make for interesting journal entries so check back later!