a lot has happened and i don't feel like completely updating so here's a few bits and pieces of what's been going on. my welcome home party for my best friend that was away at NYU was so awesome. a neighbor tried to buy me. he only spoke spanish but said sex and held out a wad of cash toward me. it was quite disturbing but at the same time makes for a great story. also K7 asked me to have sex with him while his friends watched. i yelled at him. he's a fuckin' jerk and i'm done with him...again. and just last weekend he got a dui. what a fuckin' winner, right? other than that what else is new...um i'm in bartending school now. just started, and it's very hard. soooo much to memorize. waking up at 5am for work then coming home to study then going to school til 10pm. it's exhausting. oh and i'm abstaining from sex again. i think without k7 in the picture i should do ok. this guy i had hooked up with in the past came over last week and i told him i was abstaining but that he could stay the night if he wanted. he slept over and it was cool. i didn't think i was capable of that. my roomate said she saw him leave at 5:30am so i know he did sleep here for a bit. of course i haven't talked to him since but atleast i didn't give in. my birthday's in 56 days, then i'll be 21 yay! and hopefully i will have finished bartending school and know everything there is to know. bartenders make bank. the end.