J4 is having a party tonight. i greatly enjoy his parties...but i have no one to go with. everyone has shit to do! i'll probably go anyways and just be all gay and stand by myself. i know for a fact that i'll know several people there, but its not the same as arriving with someone. but as long as there's a keg i need no one. so it's decided. i'll go even if i have to go alone. my friends suck. the end.