i saw j8 today while driving home from the gym. he was outside of some house down the street from mine with a friend. i'm pretty sure he saw me. ugh, i had my hair up and probably looked all sweaty and gross. oh well. damn he looked good and now i want him! if only he had invited me to stay over when it wasn't that time of the month. he better call me this weekend and come party with me. GAH! i want him. i want chocolate. the end.