i'm tired of the randomness again. no more random hook ups for awhile. i don't want to get with K7 anymore either. not for the time being atleast. i just want to hang out with people and get to know them before i give them the impression that i'm only about the physical (which i usually am). i'll be 20 in like 35 days (i think that's right), and i'm getting too old to not have relationships that aren't casual. i'm done living my casual bummish life. i'm still going to drink and have a good time like i always do, but once again i'll be toning it down. i'm not depressed or all that lonely, just seeing things differently right now. i'm hungry and i have one chapter left of my book "sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs" by chuck klosterman. i suggest you all go read it, it's such a good book. ok people, leave me love and maybe some advice or words of encouragement. must live life less permisquously! i think i spelled that wrong *shrug* have a swell night everybody.