i'm super duper stressed about money. they've been cutting hours at work, but now it's just crazy...next week i have 4 days off in a row, then the week after that 5! and then school starts and i have school 3 days a week and will only be able to work 4 days a week. they better not give me any of those 4 days off. my cell phone bill just came today. friday i get paid and have to pay my speeding ticket. credit cards, cell phone, gym payment, etc. will all come later. fuck books are going to be expensive...stupid school. i'm trying to get some kind of funding or whatever for school, but that shit takes so long that i'm going to stress until i find out if they'll give me any money. that would help me out sooo much. my next million paychecks are already spoken for *sigh* i could get a job where they would give me better hours but i luv my bookstore and refuse to quit. books own me. and i own books! yeah that was dumb. being lonely and stressed out sucks. i think i'll go to the gym in a few minutes, yeah that should help.