me=super beat. like beatface champion of the world in fact. it's not pretty. after the captain morgan i hung out with this guy i shall call C, and he's 21 so he purchased me some md 20/20. he recently got divorced because his wife was insane. anyways, this guy is genuinely nice and i think he has a crush on me (in fact i think we kissed a bit). sweet kisses and no sex...how often does that happen to me? yeah not often. so here's the problem, K7 called me tonight. i had texted him earlier but gotten no reply. apparently he lost his phone that same day my dad yelled at him. which is why he called me from his house phone. the only other time he has called me from his house phone is when his cell kept losing reception with me, so i believe him. so of course we hooked up. so i did get some tonight (this morning)...but now i'm so confused. he said he'd call me today from his house phone so if i get a call from a weird # again to answer. if he does call then i'll probably go back to putting all of my energy into him...but if he doesn't call then i'll continue to be content with C. C seems like the dating type of guy, which i'm not used to (but plan on getting used to). K7 would have to come back into my life the second i find a nice guy who likes me. anyways, i'll update later to let u know if he calls (who am i talking to? no one reads this or leaves me comments anymore). fuck i'm hungry.