ok so i finally gave in and drove to 711 for my bar b que chips...but of course bar b que chips were the one kind they didn't have! so i was on my way to del taco to get chicken soft tacos when K7 calls (the one that i haven't talked to in awhile). he said J8 was there and he had wanted K7 to call me and see if i wanted to go kick it with all of them. i said ok but had to go get dressed real quick cuz i was in my pajamas. so i get dressed and when i'm almost at K7s house i call him and he says that j8 and everyone just left, but if i wanted i could still go over there. so i do. he's in his pajamas. we just kind of stand there and i ask him if he has K10s phone # (cuz i left my other cell phone at his house). so he gets his cell and gives me the #. we talked for about 2 minutes outside his house then i say i'm going to go. he gives me a hug (which was quite akward) and tells me he's sorry i came out there after they had left, i say no problem. then i drove home and here i am. k7s can be a normal human being sometime and he was really nice. he could have just said everyone left sorry. but no he came outside in the cold to kick it with me. and he's sooo cute. we usually never talk unless we're drunk. but we were both sober so yeah...weird. i could easily like him again if i let myself. but i will continue to work on k10. *sigh*