my weekend was completely uneventful. today i went to the beach with my cousin. K6 texted me when i got home. i told him i'm too exhausted to do anything tonight (which is the truth). he said he didn't get home til 11:30 today cuz he was at a hotel party last night. i asked whose party it was and he said "ours. we were bored so we got people to come." like wtf...u have a kick back and don't invite me. i always invited him to my kickbacks and parties. how rude. why did he even tell me. he obviously doesn't want to have me around his friends (the same people i used to be friends with) because he doesn't want them to find out that we've hooked up. well screw him he's not getting any attention from me anymore. i'm pissed off right now and all i want to do is sleep. i'm in one of those moods where i feel like i'm never going to get a break. like everyone and everything is against me. i feel like people talk shit on me behind my back but can't ever seem to get any proof. i feel like the outcast. the one that guys lust after but don't take seriously. well fuck them. fuck everyone (except u nice sit people that i don't actually know, of course). i'm slightly sunburnt and going to be depressed for awhile. yay me.