my cousins friend texted me last night wanting to hang out but i was at the gym. i told him i'd be awhile, so he said to hit him up when i was done. so i went home, showered and blow dried my hair. texted him asking what was up and letting him know i was home. he said he wasn't sure he was still trying to find something going on so we can have something to do. if u want to hang out with me find something to do. what a bust. i want to hang out with him but its up to him to tell me when and where. on another note i took advice from the lovely laurel and changed K7's title on my phone. it now reads "dont call K7." but it says his real name of course. i think that will help me when i'm drunk. i'll see it and hopefully think twice about texting/calling him while drunk. it will be funny if he calls or texts me and i look at my ringing phone and it says "dont call K7." tight. UPDATE: omg he just texted me...it was funnier than i thought it would be. but now i'm nervous and kind of shaking...is that normal? he asked what i was doing and i said watching t.v...if he asks me to come over i'm going to tell him how i feel. tell him that i'm feeling used and that we shouldn't hook up anymore if it's not going anywhere because i'm getting attached to him. what if he just texted me to see if i knew of any parties tonight? blah. oh wait thats him again, i'll write more later.