"Don't lock yourself too close to any one person, for if you do, you're sure to be hurt." -charles manson i love that quote. sums up my way of thinking, for sure. me and charles manson, we didn't want to get attached...we didn't want to get hurt. meh *shrug* so i haven't exactly posted any pictures in the other journal yet. i may get around to it...i may not. i think i'm afraid that the people i post pictures of will some how magically see it. so we'll see if i ever get around to it. in other news, i've been sleeping better at night. not thinking about K7 as much. i think its done...which of course that means its back to the boring entries. and even though i say that it seems to be over, i just have this gut feeling that there will be more sex (with K7). eventually, down the road (months from now), we WILL hook up again. there are always going to be times when we see eachother at parties, or when we get so trashed we want convenient casual sex, etc...and it's just bound to happen. who knows how i'll take it once it happens again, but i just know that this isn't the absolute last for us. what i meant by saying that it's done, is that i'm over feeling sorry for myself for not being able to get what i wanted (in this case him). i'm over that feeling because he WILL feel stupid later. he doesn't realize what an awesome person he's missing out on. plus i'm like a fine wine, i get better with age. or something like that, lol. no seriously, i keep getting better looking. or is my self confidence level just continually going up? either way he'll feel like an ass later in life. i was reading my new cosmo today and it mentioned something about not dating the guys that drink like frat boys, which made me laugh because i drink like a frat boy (and so does K7). so should guys not date me because i can out-drink them? lol, whatever...just a thought. i have already typed more than i had planned to so i'll end it now. have a swell day everyone.