*Entrys without #'s = letters to andrea written by steph :)* lol wow i just realized if listened to hellogoodbye a lot but i thnk its cuz they remind me of....someone...:( but ive been thinking and ya but sometimes i know people that make people think they like them and they dont and i dont think thast what ehs doing but cuz it be..idk lol like i was talking to someone who happened 2 like this particular someone and she said hes veery hard 2 get over and its like suse tell me about it like idk y but he got into my head and wont leave..its like ahh unstoppable feeligns gosh i hate it i wish things could go back to when i just thought he was really hot and nice..or before i even thought.. thought he liked...me but now im having doubts a ton of them like wow i means eriously hes probally got many girls after him and i mean blah im not gunna take my time to complain aobut myself lol but ya not his best choice....idk he said we would hang out tommrorw and i guess im just gunna have 2 wait and see how thigns go...but i dont know lol like ahh its so wierd thanks to constanze she halped lol and made me feel like a total DORK lol im sure she enjoyed that but ya big help lol but still little confused andrea sitting hes corner waiting for him to call or IM lol but who knows lol im not psycic i mean yes i have a very strong vibe that im totaly right and nothings gunna ever happen but "hey" who knows lol thres a hello goodbye song that says EXACTLY how i feel and here it is -andi If You Wanna I Might lyrics by Hellogoodbye You take a seat right next to me And i take my lit notes nervously Ive gotta stay calm i just want you to stay I am always daydreaming Hoping youve dreamt of the same thing Ive gotta stay calm i dont this to change Ive been assuming everything Hoping you'll soon mean everything Ive gotta stay calm i want this to be real I dont think you're into me But truely thats okay with me Ive gotta stay calm and find out how you feel So if you wanna say 'i-i-i like you' I might feel just like you If you choose-choose not to I knew you-you would Sometimes i think i am out of my league And then sometimes i think i can dream Sometimes i wish i could be the one fish That you choose out of all in the sea We are non existant But i'll try to be persistant Ive gotta keep on if want to be close to you I know you're uninterested Im probably just some stupid kid I could give up if you would want me to