well i was getting boreed of my diary so i decited to start over and to day thats what im doing. Well yesterday wasnt the best day ever for me , and thats an understatement. You see there was thius kid that i had met at a park a REALLY long time ago and i had talked 2 him and i thought he was very nice and very cute and so on, i really thought that iwould never see him again until when my cousin calls with him on the phone it waas really wierd and then they became friends and so that was really kool and i got 2 know him better and then he said tht he liked me and tht we shud go out and of course i liked him so i agreed and we talked all the time and had a lot in common i thought it was great BUT he had just broken up with his girkfriend nicole a little while before but he said that he was over her and so on weell today (wednsday) we were suposed to go to the movies and thats where gaby had told me he was going to ask me out but yesterday right when i was about to go to bed he told me that he still had feelings for nicole and so on and that i was a good person and basically what u tell someone when your breaking up in a sorta way and i uinderstood but it was wierd because we werent even going out and he had hurt me more then the people that had broken up with me when we had gone out and i dotn know how that happened. Maybe it was because on that sunday i had to go to a bar mitzvah and it was like 6 hours long so i told him and whateever when i get home around 12 i go to bed but the next morning my cuzin ims me and says "I have some bad news" and then h e wouldnt tell me what it was and then he finally did it was that the kid haaad asked his ex girfriends best friend out. when i foufn this out it hurt a lot but i think what made it worse was when my cousin reminded me that the kid and me we werent going out he had the right to ask out whoever he wanted and thats what really hurt and then like 2 hours later my cuzin and the kid call me and he appologizes says that he didnt know what he was doing and he was sooo sorry and he'll never do it again, and i frogave him because i didnt think he would and i guess he didnt because he hadnt asked nicole out he just basicall told me he was going to. But whatever live goes on and i have great friends who helped me yesterday a lot and i dont know if i would still b crying if it wasnt for them! thank u amanda,steph,ale,miguel u guys r the best thank u sooooooo much well i have to go now byebye