Well yesterday was fun it was basically hnging out wit jamie leria and chris but part of the time rebecca hung out with us and that was pretty kool :) yeah sooo yeah lol i wud write aobut it but im rly iddk not in the mood right now..im not rly in the mood for anything today i was all depressed all day until like jacob called and cheered me up but everythings just soo bad for me right now i cant help but cry sometimes and think of how like i rly have no problems in like my house but with my friends and like it used 2 be backwards and my friends were always there but now its like backwards and its idk differnt i guess...i really dont know its wierd...who knows what too do lol i sure dont :/ Goodbye to you Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old Feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend And I said, Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes And it seems that I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light But it's not right Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to Ooh And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what's yours and I want what's mine I want you But I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to.. Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to And when the stars fall I will lie awake You're my shooting star Anniversary count-4 Days!