....i wonder lately if one of the things im hoping for lately is just just dreams that i have that are going to come true because i dont tinhk wow its just...i tihnkim just hoping for something thats never goign to happen and i dont tihnk it would hurt me if it didint happen but the hope of it happening or just thinking that it may ever happen make sme wonder what makes me think its going to happen... i mean if it was just based on what i've seen happen and how things are i wud never think it could happen but then people tell me things so im basically basing so much on what people say...is thta right and if its not then whats wrong with it...wow i just really dont know...wish i did...well i have 2 go now XoXo Andrea 30 min l8er....I was right for having doubts...wrong for haivng hope....right for knowing i wud end up wrong...wrong for thinking i wud b happy...right for knowing she had a bigger chance....wrong for listening to other people...wrong for beliving others over me....overall i was wrong