yeah well i got a new layouuut! its kind like my myspace one cause i got it fmo ehre duh lol www.myspace.com/andreacroes yupyup if u wanna add me =] yeah well today i went to tc with a few cool kids and him and omg wow i feel sp stupid like ok heres my reasons of y im so stupid 1.I had 2 chances with him both of which i ruined
2.Theres no way its ever going to happen again
3.I still wish it was
yeah thats basically it lol i just i like ihm SO much again its annoying really lol i mean honey its been so long you should be over it right? right but im not...=[ and i've learned form the past few times hes not the guy who i like and get over hes the guy who either shows me he doesnt wanna oorr the guy who i go out with again and since the whole going out again thing is Obviously not going to ever happen again cause he doesnt want to..i tihnk lol i tihnk he doesnt i dont even know yet but im almsot sure lol i just get a not again feeling and it makes me sad of course but theres nothing i can do i cant just grab and be like i want you! lol hummm maybe i could jkay jkay lol i wouldnt but ya were just gunna have to wait and see how things turn out...i hate waiting lol like ughhhhhh ::crys:: why cant things be simple like i like you lets get married?? ugh lol maybe someday things will be like that in my dreeeeams lol well thats it for now ¢¾