lol well thigns have been ok still fighting with u know whofor noreason but its kinda kool that my firends back me up...well most of them lol actually all but 1 have helped one of them who shall remain nameless totally ruined my day yesterday i mean telling me ur going to his house cuz a bunch of girls are going over and being all rubbing it in like is just wow sad and unnessesry explecially when a few days before you had been talking crap aobut him gosh i cant take...but on a happier note lmao its not much happier july 4th it had been exactly a year since me and matt when out! lol i find that pretty kool so i shall show u a picture from last year keep in mine it was Last Year lol :) steph made the frame and eveyrthing its on her wall...why she still has a picture of me and matt on her wall i can answer that..CUZ SHES KOOL lol yupyup well today im goin to go to dinner wit amanda 2 c her lol woohoo lol but before i have doctors..blah lol well yeah i have 2 go ohh i forgot the picture lol woops Ya lets keep in mind Picture From Last Year and now i would love to share with you the lyrics to my favorite song right now cuz i kept singing it on the fone wit steph and i think it deserves a spot on my diary Seventy times 7 Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin your heart -Twelve years I've held it all together, but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart. I played it quiet left you deep in conversation I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to.. As if it happening wasn't enough I gotta go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked. Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse, stay asleep in bed" Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to.. (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to everything you do (and I can't let you let me down again) Everyone's caught on to.. So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield Is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let's end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever Is that what you call a getaway?!? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield! Everyone's caught on to everything you do Everyone's caught on to..