Well the past few days have been ok i guess nothing really great or special lately everythings been idk how to say it same as always to every1 else but to me i dont know lonley i guess liek i barley smmile cept like wen im with jacob cuz like with him i just cant help it luckly hes always there for me when im down and i love how he really listens to me lately when i've been having problems, he listens but you know he cant really fix them so im only happy when hes liek right there which he cant be lol but he tries :) today we had after skool chorus tihng it was ok..not rly but sorta ok in the best terms i sat there by myself for like 15 min with band nerds staring lol it was pretty kool their rly nice wen u really tlak 2 them..yupyup then umm leria and jamie and amanda came and i hung out with them then i felt excluded soo i went inside with liek justin and kelsey and my non exssting chorus friends then justin saw i was down so we went for a walk "in the most non sexual way" lol justin hes awesome he can always magically tell when im sad i lvoe it lol and then we proformed and i left I went to jamba juice with my sister who could also tell iw as down soo we talked for like 2 hours and we both cried thinking aobut how ppl and thing chnge so fast and how she se sive always been there for ehr and her for me ALWAYS i love her soo much and i wish i wud appreciate her more often soo ya im officially dedicating this entry to ehr cuuz i love her and shes the best ever :) Also steph wen ever im down she makes me smile and makes me smile adn realize things about me andall that good stuff right steph right lol soo thanks lol also thanks steph for all the great convs we have on the fone ahh they rock lol ya were gunan get paige cuuz ya shes gorgeus and andres cuuuz ya he hate sme lol and were care bears :) and i rly wanna thank danielsgirl who left a comment in my ast entry and made me realize that it anot how many friends u have its the once that care for u that matter thank u :) And chris of course lol always trying to make me feel betetr lol i shudnt say trying i shud say making me feel better cuz it rly does work thank u too lol and mariana for always listening to me and undertsanding how i feel even tho u dont agree lol and valeria for alwayd trying to find out whats wrong event ho sometimes i dont share lol soo yeah thanks every1 -Andrea