well yesterday was probally my worst feeling day ever blah i was so0o0o0o0o sick and it was my mommmys b day lol i felt bad cuz i was being really evil lol mwuahahaa but then i felt bad so i appologized...a lot lol so ya were fine now lol today i feel tons better but im still kinda blah isha nd im being evil and bad moody lol idk y i think im scared of change and dispite everything is lol like idk how 2 say it lol at least ryans back in 7 days..hopefully things havent changed there lol..i was realizing like last night how i dont have a best friend that a girl lol like the whole wrold does but me lol..used 2 think i did but i dont lol its ok tho i mean i love chris lol and he willalways be my bff but me and chris cant exactly have sleepover and do our nails and talk about guys...even tho that last one we do sometimes lol yeah well i guess i'll get over this little sad ness quickly lol its not that big of a deal cuz i still have great friends that may not b BFFF cuz they already have their own BFFF but are still always there for me and awesome lol well ya g2g bye -Andi 7 days!! NVM!!!!! ok ok ok welll ryan just called me from camp dont ask me how but he did and and he said he gets back THIS FRIDAY!!! omg yay wow lol im super excited cuz cuz i thot ti was 7 days btu but its its 4 OMG wow i cant calm down im so hyper right now lol and and more good news ok ok remeber how is ed eveyr1 had a BFF welll well mariana reminded me ur allwoed 2 have mreo then 1 BFF which means even tho like she has another BFF shes still my BFF lol wow i sound like im in 5th grade LMAO well ya good day good day lol :) bad moood gone AHHH ::jumps with happiness:::