indeed.
chaos.
gawd.
i hate feelings.
i wish they would all go away. life'd be so much simpler for everyone. no feelings... we could just go through life with no second thoguhts, no concern for anyone else, knowing that they wouldnt feel it even if we were-well i guess that's a feeling of security, so we would pretty much be worthless piles of shit. but sometimes, i think being a worthless pile of shit would be better than feeling the way i do sometimes. it gets so fecking frustrating. I mean, sure. feelings are good, especially some, but some REALLY REALLY fucking suck. like, hate, sadness, pity guilt, and regret are bad feelings/emotions. love, happiness, solace, horny...ness, like, and calm are all good ones. so... it's a draw.
just tell me- would you rather feel all the good and bad things at once, like all of us currently do and feel like shit because of it(well except J because he's "soulless" and doesn't feel anymore)...
or would you like to go through life feeling nothing and be a worthless pile of shit.
hey wow i just made a would you rather question.
WELL ANYONE WHO READS THIS, IF YOU'VE GOT AN OPINION, LEAVE IT, AND IF YOU THINK I'LL CARE IFIT'S MEAN, DON'T. I HATE ANNOYNOMOUS POSTS.
p.s. I can't spell alot of things.