again with the music and the too fucking much of it. if only there were another way to calm myself down, and i really don't want to bring out the fucking clippers. and while i've got all the music... i'll just do it. mcr right now yay!. "for what you did to me, for what i'll do to you, you get what everyone else gets, YOU GET A LIFETIME!!!!" in AP it says that three cheers is a depression ending album. maybe it is and i'm just listening to it too much and am absorbing it into me and am to absorbed to notice myself anymore. actually... i think that might be what my problem is. oh well. i like my... well at least THAT problem. yep. i have food. time to get fat... er...