well... yes it was fun. jordan didnt even come though because the bugger was at his mom's house which REALLY REALLY sucks. ar and paul never tried anything though. we're going to try to have it be all FOUR of us this friday at my house. rob over on thursday, then the three of htem on friday. gah. i didn get any. it is rather depressing. hopefully this friday will go better than last. considering also, that i went to gay pride day on sunday, and i got a bunch of condoms so ar amde me give her some... and she is going to giveone to him... lmao. like on friday... hand him one and go "be careful"... but yeah i havent written for a little... not really much to say. i am sad of course... many new poems: http://www.zenhex.com look for "xscarsoflove" if you want to see... anyway. bored. went to ars last night and chuck was there. wrote a note thing to jordan but decided we didn twant his papi reading it. ar calle dhim too and was like " i lov eyou jordan!!!" then looked at me or something and goes, not quite as loud "but sarah loves you more!!!" chuck made me real uncomfortalbe.. so i want ar to get on so i can plan more w/ her... oh crap.. .i dont want to call him... gah...... damn you pay back and paulie