yes!!!!! it is a mood. quite unlike me, but it is. aside from the aching cramp thing in my left leg, at the moment i am quite content. i want either one or both of them to get on and talk to me.
okay, so school was good. i was a bit late to school, gave arjay the stuff i found for her in my magazines.(she 'loved' me) advisory was fun. played ratscrew w/ tasha. it was funny cj and amanda didnt get it. i laugh at them and their retardedness.
dance was fun. okay- this is really creepy and all that i note things like this in my mind, but today was DEFINITELY a good jordan day. he looked at me on the way in, didnt curl his fingers when we did the waltz, whistled and smiled during swing2 and nyhustle. oh he gives me confidence so i can actually do the dance the right way. when we did the hoedown, i sat out at first because there weren't enough guys. the two times jordan got around to where i could just stare plainly at him (sick i know)he looked at me and smiled more. then when i got put into the circle with andrew, when you go around and take each guys hand and move to the next guy, every time i got to jordan (except like once)we held onto eachothers hands until they just slipped away... i know that sounds lame... but... eh. then he talked to me afterwords about trying to kick randy's ass during the foxxy and how he hit his back and then demonstrated his kick for me.
drama was lame we did stupid fear factor and arjay shunned my binder. so i hid it underneath my red one for the rest of teh day. choir... sara and i sang breakaway and got mucho comments. it was cool. journalism was sorta lame. i love the way we are gonna pass out yearbooks on friday. it sounds so much freakin esier than it did last year. we looked at old yearbooks. i am tempted to purchase one from 2003.
in english it was boring we just listened to ppl present and harold got a horrible awful song stuck in sara's head and she sang it to me. gah. lunch was okay. i got no drink because i had no place to hide it and didn't want to chug it like arjay.
WE GOT OUR 9TH GRADE CLASS PICTURES THEY ARE AWESOME. I ACUTALLY LIKE MY PICTURE. SCOTT GOT BLURRED IN THE BIG ONE, AND JORDAN GOT HIDDEN IN THE "CREATIVE" ONE. SO COOL.
we dissected pig fetuses in biology. ew. they were cute and one of the guys cut the head open to find the brain. i don't want pork for a while. t/g i dont like ham/bacon. at the end arjay goes " i dont know why you dont just tell him you like him" and i just sort of shrugged and went..."i dunno"watched teh stupid movie on astralia in 7th. i got like.... 96% on my MAP test. awesomeness.
i caught up w/ arjay and walked out to the bus w/ her. when we got close to the bus, she turned around and waved at him, then he came around over by me, smiled at me, then hit me gently on the head with the orange picture tubes. i tried to hit him back and we laughed at eachother, and he stops and goes "do you know what time it is?" and i said "um... yeah... but i dont think i want to." and he goes "knock knock time!!" and tried to hit me on the head again and we went back and forth a ocouple times trying to whack eachother and then arjay goes
'why don't you tell him?" and i said "because i dont want to" i will "do it. i dont care." not that. the truth because earlier she told me i should tell him that everything that I ever said to him was a lie, and so i yelled "NO" at her, and i don't know if she told him anything or what she told him.
jess k liked my binder and what was within. yes. trent reznor. lovely lovely nine inch nails. kaleb tried to steal my pictures. he owes me money. grr. oh well. nice walk home even w/o my cd player.
gosh i want them to get online!!!