It's coming. For sure.... I meant to tell her alot today. But eh oh well There will be more chances I guess. Too much was going on. What I gave her doesn't compensate. She deserves a few slaps in the face. And more thank yous than I could give. I feel sad tonight. We'r going to go look at christmas lights with the dads in a few. I hope that makes me happy. But I get crammed in the back And I can't stand being next to him. He really does make me want to hurt him or myself. More than he coudl ever possibly know. I need to cheer up. It's christmas. AND AFTER ALL, I GOT THE THING THAT WAS AT THE TOP OF MY LIST!!! I got my aunt and uncle. I have no room to complain. Yet I continue.