how do you write a love poem when there's noone and nothing to love? why do you shed tears when there's nothign even worth it? HOw is it possible to love and hate someone in equal amounts for all the right and wrong reasons? How can you remember something that "never" happened? How can you betray and still hold onto your closest friends? How can you keep what you feel bottled in for so long? HOw can you live a life with no purpose... no meaning? How can I carea bout any of it when i've shed too many tears... too much blood? How can I still love him?