sometimes i scare myself. today again i went to practice..i was going to go to super target in my running clothes and buy catfood for rache's cats and then take her dog for a walk, then come home pretending to be exhausted and take a nap. but im a pussy.(ha i really hate that word) and i felt myself turning into fishers park. i think ive lost the ability to lie to my parents and i miss it. i went to target afterward..i was getting catfood, a donut and gatorade i stood in line and got up there and realized i had no $ at all.i told the lady id comeback w/ my money but i just went home. then at rache's i called ali on my cell while i was watering her plants..10 minutes later i notice my phone is gone..i left it sitting in the grass of her front yard..w/ the sprinkler on.it was only alittle wet but i dont remember putting it down.i think i just let go of it when iwas done talking.i shouldnt drive when i get this way. TOMORROW IS WARPED! ♥ --- i really should stop with the daily updates, its kind of sad.