things are good. now that things are actually happening my summer is winding down. school starts sooner than i'd like to think about. senior year. guess i should start looking at colleges. or maybe not. there are a couple shows coming up this fall. i'm getting excited. against me! is coming i think on 9/20. i will be 18 by then. weird. senior pictures are august 2, i believe. i am getting my pictures taken by a registered sex offender. yay. i think i am developing a crush. this not good but since i have caught it in the early stage maybe i can rid myself of it painlessly. qing and i are going to be quitters this year. i quit cross country and she's quitting marching band. i like corrupting young asian girls. we are going to join something nerdier than cc or mb like academic team or quiz bowl and film club. we real cool. my appetite has returned. damn. i was saving so much money once i stopped eating like 6 times a day. oh well, i missed the pleasure i get from food. i need to get reading.