so i typed a long list of things that made me happy on here, in an effort to be more positive, and then i was logged off by the time i tried post it, and then i got pissed off. but heres a condensed version: the white album extra's new cool green apple gum shampoo and conditioner that smell like coconuts and cost under $2 each making toliet seat covers out of toliet paper in school bathrooms online shopping that my friends put up with my insecurities and general insanity my cats my new coffee that i am closer to accepting the idea that i might be single forever my new jeans rediscovering old music on my ipod my adderall seeing my written out or hearing people say it