today is pretty.i love this weather, it is so pleasant. it is too bad my lunch table refuses to eat outside and enjoy it with me. i really should be working on my lit project now, but i'd rather not. the decemberits are coming soon. i hope i can go, even though it is far away and a school night. i am in desperate need of $. if my financial situation does not improve soon i may be forced to start selling my body (or maybe drugs, it's a tough call).