my brain is rotting away. or at least being filled with the vacous dribble of "date my mom", "made", "strip search", and "e true hollywood story". i wish my parents hadn't sold out and gotten cable. i think i could be much more productive this summer if i didn't have all of this wonderful "mind rot" at my fingertips. there is little else to do though. i have no $ so that means no movies or shopping all day or even just going out to lunch. and i refuse to get a tan so there is no going to the pool for me either. but today i did work out. a good habit for me to get into considering the extra lbs i am sure i have caked on in the past few weeks. i am still hopeful that my parents may go to new mexico the week of warped tour (july 20)and leave me home alone. not that i would throw a party but there would be potential for some fun. i really need to get some books. i wanted to catch up on my reading this summer and haven't made much progress. so far all i have read was cat's cradle, a very good book by the way. i want to read howard zinn's "peoples history of the united states" and the new noam chomsky on anarchy.i also want to find some good fiction books. anyway. i should get clothes on and clean the bathroom. i think i am having dinner tonight with my friend from preschool. she is really nice but i don't think we have all that much in common. these are always so long and so pointless anymore. no wonder no one else updates/comments.