school is done. thank geebus, as qing would say. i think part of the reason i have trouble believing god is because of periods. i mean you'd think there would be a less horrible way... next week will be exciting. blood brothers show plus my sister will be coming home from europe. i need to clean my car it is incredibly disgusting inside and out. i really wish i had $. i need clothes badly i havent done serious shopping for almost year i think. maybe i am exaggerating. i wish i had exciting summer plans. like a vacation anywhere. that would be nice. i probably need to start finding some sort of direction my life...