tonight was fun. for the most part.good music and cool people, plus i ♥ ali but getting lost downtown really blew. oh well, we had a good time even as we kept missing exits. so anyway, i sort of miss cross country already. -i miss coach alano and her ocd -i miss my girls(mainly ali and hope) -i miss rock hard calves -i miss not feeling like a bum -i don't miss being slow -i don't miss constant practices -i don't miss hills -i don't miss lockerooms maybe i should go to some practices before quitting. i feel like something, possibly me, has changed over the past couple of years. i don't know why but last season sucked for me as much as track did and that is pretty bad. and my parents make me feel guilty for quitting things. damnit.