it's only been a week but so far my summer has best been characterized by overwhelming boredom. on good days i watch "meet the barkers" or "next" marathons on mtv from when i get up at 11 until my parents get home at 6. then i hangout with a friend from around 7-12, spending most of the time trying to figure out something to do. it's a rather sad existance. i do need some direction in my life. if i don't start getting more hours at work, it's going to be a long painfully dull summer. maybe a hobby, or boyfriend, or drug habit would help kill some time until mid-july, when concerts start and my parents will possibly be out of town. my sister comes home from europe tonight, which is good.i wish she were staying at home though. maybe i'll stay with her awhile. not sure what there is to do on the purdue campus in late june/ early july but a change of scenery and a break from my parents would be enjoyable. i should have tried harder to find an internship somewhere this summer like the iclu,indy star, or planned parenthood. i'm going to get chubby this summer if i am not careful. fuck. i may have to do cross country. right now i'd rather lick a hooker's asshole(maddox reference, i am an internet addict).i didn't sign up, but more than likely i'll end up going to condtioning this summer out of boredom. i worked out today though, an hour on the bike. i went super slow but it wasn't bad with my ipod. i hate money. i hate making it, i hate wasting and most of all i hate wanting it so much. it makes life so much easier though. my internet shopping addiction has put me in debt to my parents. but the clothes should be worth it. i hate what i am becoming. i rot my brain 6 hours a day watching crap tv. it's getting to me. i know waaay too much about lindsay lohan's personal life. i even devoted an hour to a special on the fabulous life of amrc antony and jennifer lopez. i am losing whatever intellect i once had. i need a good book to read. i wish i wrote more, i wish i had something to write about... newspaper camp is in few days. fuck yeah. i'm sure there will be some crazy times. who knows, maybe me and geoff will bond. ew no. i'll stop myself here-