I'm really confused lately. Nothing seems to make sense... But that makes sense that nothing else does. idk. boys. friends. friends boys. boy friends. dont know. I'm tired of trying to figure it out. I'm just gonna let w/e happens happen and be done with it. Well, at least try. I'm tired of being dissapointed. I dont need anymore of it. Schools going really well. My grades are ace. So im going to focus on the only thing i seem to be doing right. "where are you? and im so sorry. I cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight..."