So i was taking the bus from the mall to my house and i had my head phones on. Piste 9 ends and since it was on shuffle i didnt know what song was coming on. To my luck, 'photobooth' came on. Death cab has always been the band to make me cry over him. But the night before we hung out and had a really good time. He was being sweet and everything went perfect. So i listened to the song all the way through and told myself that things CAN get better. And i really thought they were. He had been calling me WAY more often. He had been hanging out with me a lot and without flaking. I was thrilled. But all good things must come to an end. Mr. 'ill make things up to you' turned out to be Mr. 'But nothing i tell you will ever be the truth' as well. I found out who the girl was. And i talked to her. She told me what i hated hearing. But i took it, and i didnt even cry. It's funny how that death cab song can make me weep like a baby. Just listening to words written by someone i dont know who has arranged them on a piece of paper about someone else. And yet, when it comes down to listening to someone sing me a sad story that is directly sung to me... I turn into super kassie mode. And nothing can hurt me. I'm sitting here calm and for the most part not upset. I'm really dissapointed in him for thinking he couldnt tell me. If that was the case then he doesnt know me as well as i thought. From now on, boys better not fuck with me. I'll be less shocked and definitely less humane about the entire situation. This has been a long entry. And an important one too. But the only thing i really care about right now is one single question. How can someone you love with all your heart, trash your entire relationship over some girl (that he doesnt even care about) and think that being intoxicated is a viable answer? I dont want a viable answer. Because there isnt one. I want a viable action. And if i dont get it then i'm ready to move on. ♥