It's become just like a chemical stress I love everything about life. And i love people, but i can't seem to find anyone that doesnt have some characteristics that freak me out. That i dont find normal or something. And i dont mean just boys, girls too. But whatever. I guess thats why theres the saying "everyones different". But i dont know. I havent met anyone who reacts to everything in a way that seems normal and logical to me. ehh this makes no sense to anyone. I've become just like a terrible mess I am so happy that i'm not a huge pile of tears and broken pieces that would take decades to recover and repiece. Instead, in my opinion, i took the highway to recovery. Which hasnt been too bumby of a drive either. Surprisingly quite smooth. I mean, considering i spend 4 years on that shit. Thats 25% of my life! Anywaysss, i kind of like someone now. Not really... but i would consider it crushing. And i think hes kind of into me too. Not for a relationship... But to be honest i dont want to be in one either. So things arent going too bad at all. Four days of school left! yayy. Summer. I am reallly excited. I think this summer is going to be one of the best. I just have a feeling i will enjoy it. I think this entry is long enough now and if you've read all the way to the bottom, why dont you go ahead and comment so youre not a lurker. Yeaaa. okaybye. I swear I wish you could see it from over there I've got a lot over here without you I've barely been gone gone dreaming